The Butterfly
The man lay very sick in bed.
I knew the end was near.
“Don’t be sad,” he said to me.
“I really have no fear.”
This man I nursed so tenderly,
And grew to love so much,
I’ll miss his calm integrity,
His firm, but gentle touch.
“If it’s Heaven I am slated for
“And not a fiery Hell,
“I’d like to arrive as a butterfly
“And leave this useless shell.”
“I’d spread my wings of red and gold,
“With generous spots of white.
“There is nothing lovelier in this world
“Than a butterfly taking flight.
“I will not say good-by to you.
“We may meet again some day.”
He closed his eyes, and then he left,
Good in life, brave in death.
Winter turned to Spring. I now lunch in the park.
I watched the lovers cling and all the children lark.
Suddenly! a brilliant butterfly landed on my hand.
It rested on my fingers, even when I had to stand.
The butterfly still stayed with me as I left the green.
And at that very moment, the world smelled sweet and clean.
I imagined that the creature had come to me to say,
“I’m happy, you be happy too,” and then it flew away.
I smiled and looked up at the sky.
My heart no longer gray.
Heaven must be like a butterfly.
I’ve believed it since that day.
Joyce Spier
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