Without Reason
That bonfire’s luminance expressed your best features.
The only traits I see and for years I’ve adored every molecule and memory that is you –
– and I won’t ever earn a permanent, until-death-do-us-part spot inside those cardiac walls where the birth of a star is a common occurence.
I’ve lied for five years, the biggest lie ever left untold, this secret I know you know, drives me insane each time I drive away from Emmaus.
No we are just friends, best friends as they say, but I want to be more than best.
I want perfection.
This toxicity consumes my breath and ruptures my arteries that keep my heart intact, and well I don’t need to be a physician to know this is unhealthy…
Just straight mental that I put up with it and let your complexity ruin the simple matter that couldn’t have met around a fire without reason.
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