love of dark souls! chapter 1
There were noises of songs, shouts, and yodeling of boys and girls dancing with joy during ‘Luna’s birthday celebration. She was my classmate and invited…
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There were noises of songs, shouts, and yodeling of boys and girls dancing with joy during ‘Luna’s birthday celebration. She was my classmate and invited…
There were noises of songs, shouts, and yodeling of boys and girls dancing with joy during ‘Luna’s birthday celebration. She was my classmate and invited the whole class to her birthday party. It was nice a party but I was just sitting on the sofa and watching others by giving them smile pretending as I was enjoying the party. I went to the party with a big reason for him, as he had said to me “must come in the party without lame excuses”. I had applied fine make-up and decked out gorgeously to catch his attention but received just normal friendly compliments from him. I took leave from my friend Luna when I found him dancing and flirting with my other fellows Zoe and Brooklyn. There was no doubt both Zoe and Brooklyn were beautiful and gorgeous with fine height and figure. Many boys used to hover around them in school, but when I found ‘Roan Murphy’ dancing to them and his tendency toward them, I could not hold my heart and left. He saw me while I was leaving and gave me calls, but I ignored him, pretending I couldn’t hear him and started walking towards my home with a withered heart and wet eyes….
I was sixteen years old, in my last year of secondary school, and going to high school the next year. But my physical appearance resembled me twelve to a thirteen-year-old girl. A white American girl with average height, a thin skinny figure, black eyes and light brown hair. Wearing spectacles with dental braces, no guy in school could attract me by my look if many beautiful, attractive girls were present. Besides these, I was fine, fit without any medical health issues, and happy no matter how looking was. Because I was a pre-term baby in my family, these were my destination, and I hoped to become fine in the future. However, two things made me unique in class and school. First, I was good at studying and was a position holder, so everyone knew me and talked with me in class. Second, my classmates had perceived that I was the only pure body in my whole class and a year below me because they had all known about me very well since my childhood. By the way, they had perceived right I had a pure body. There was no single boy or girl who had no body connection. Even Roan Murphy had lost his first passion night with some girls two years before at fourteen. That’s why many guys were trying to flirt with me, but my silent, bookworm and serious nature repelled them from me. I also wanted to distance myself from people because of what I was! and fear of exposing my real identity to humans.
Roan Murphy and I were childhood friends. Roan was a handsome and smart guy with all the attractive qualities. We became good friends in grade four in the same school, and I knew him very well and fell in his love in grade six. I loved him deeply but never revealed it to him, but he might have known I was in his love. I wanted him to feel and love me with a true deep heart, which means I wanted the same feelings in him for me as I had for him naturally. He had good height, white skin, brown hair, hazel eyes and diamond shape face. He was the same age as me, sixteen but 4 months older than me. He was a very decent and nice guy, but his parents separated when he was eleven; since then, his behavior, habits and thinking have changed continuously. His mom left his father and got second marriage. However, His father had a good and high-rank job in a company. So roan was from an affluent family he also had a younger sister who was living with her mom. After his parent’s separation, he became upset and nervous and started bad boys’ company to relax and be happy. Smoking, drinking and dating girls just for lust were all in him now. I had tried to make him understand, solace and encourage him but could not do good. With all his bad habits and qualities, he cares for me as a friend and remains a good friend.
Anyway, back to where I was…. Walking towards my home, there was 11 pm and after covering a short distance heard the voice of roan call who was behind me on a distance running towards me. I quickly wiped out my eyes, set normal mode and turned back toward him with a smile.
“hey..Sarah.. hey, have you been deaf? Calling you for a long time. Why did you leave the party?” he asked and gasping.
“um…I was…um, getting late, Mom said that don’t stay till late.” I chuckled.
“Oh really!.. is it reason?.. You left.” He asked, turning his eyebrows up.
“yes, it is. I think you should go to enjoy the party.” After two seconds, I looked into his eyes and started walking toward home.
“ok, Sarah Friedman, don’t go on walking at this time; it isn’t safe. There can be bully, and mope boys. Come with me. I will drop you off if you want to leave. He said very gentle and friendly way, standing on his point. I stooped after taking a few steps and turned on him.
“My bike is parked at outside Luna’s home; come, my genius, cute little friend.” He said with a smile and treated me as a child. I didn’t like his way of treating me, but it wasn’t the first time my friends mostly used to treat me like a child.
“umm.. you know. Well…um.. I will be scared to hear this and won’t go alone on walking, so you are making me scared. And stop treating me like a child. Coming close to him, I shuttered and started walking toward Luan’s home. And he was also walking beside me. Walking in the night alone was not scary for me; bad boys can’t be worse than me, but I pretended to him that he was right whatever he said.
We approached Luna’s home party was still going. He asked me again to ensure that I really wanted to leave.
“you know my family doesn’t allow me in parties. And I am quite sure my mom will be waiting for me so; I want to be at home before she calls me.” I said very friendly but serious manner.
“what a strange family, you are now 16 no longer child, can live and do, how and what you want. You know living in US means freedom specially in California. What a poor fate you have.” He shuttered with lecturelike.
“Well, I know everything but I am happy with whatever my family wants, now please bring bike roan.” I said, normally smiling.
He brought the bike stopped close to me. I had worn a pencil dress, so I felt uncomfortable sitting on the bike, so I held roan’s shoulders to fear of falling. But he said holding his shoulders made him uneasy riding the bike, so he said to hold his waist or chest. And I did, it was nice.
He dropped me at home, and we did a friendly talk for two minutes, then he left, saying goodbye and to see you on Monday at school, with a cute attractive smile. I was standing and watching him until he disappeared from my sight, and then I went into the house, and mom was awakening and waiting for me as I expected. It was common for us to walk out at night as we were immortal day walkers. But my mom was getting worried about considering me as a child to expose myself to humans, especially at parties. That’s why she didn’t use to allow me in parties. I was hungry as I ate a slice of cake at the party, so she gave me a cup of bird’s blood. I drank and went to bed.
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